November 2010
25 posts
October 2010
49 posts
You hold your hands up to the light.
The small mirrors of your fingernails
are painted over with blood.
You help me knot the black
tie tight around my throat.
Tonight we are going to dine.
We have a hunger that nothing has filled.
It grows large and rigid.
We stand in it like a room.
Psychopaths, or sociopaths as some prefer to call them, are well known figures in our culture. We’re fascinated by their predatory relationship with the rest of humanity. Their chilling alien-ness makes them convenient villains in books, film, and television. When we encounter them in real life, we think: There really are monsters roaming the world. But as my own recent experience has taught me, the crimes of the psychopath are not merely a function of the perpetrator. We are not all equally likely to fall prey. Just as psychopaths are a special breed, so too are their victims.
BY: Andrew Marvell
Had we but world enough, and time,
This coyness, lady, were no crime.
We would sit down and think which way
To walk, and pass our long love’s day;
Thou by the Indian Ganges’ side
Shouldst rubies find; I by the tide
Of Humber would complain. I would
Love you ten years before the Flood;
And you should, if you please, refuse
Till the conversion of the Jews.
My vegetable love should grow
Vaster than empires, and more slow.
You two have laid down in literature, the very words that’s been resting on the tip of my tongue. I feel liberated. You two definitely play off each other — In the world of ethics & morality, what is completely moral or immoral?
disheartened from spilling
dreadful at insinuating
somehow always elusive when it’s crystal clear
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1878 Ravenna
1881 Poems
1888 The Happy Prince and Other Tales
1889 The Decay of Lying ~
1891 The Picture of Dorian Gray ~
1891 Lord Arthur Savile’s Crime and Other Stories
1891 Intentions
1891 Salome
1892 The House of Pomegranates
1892 Lady Windermere’s Fan ~
1893 A Woman of No Importance ~
1893 The Duchess of Padua
1894 The Sphinx ~
1895 An Ideal Husband
1895 The Importance of Being Earnest
1898 The Ballad of Reading Gaol ~
Happiest belated Oscar, dedicated to jazzkitten w love.
Distance is money just out of reach,
a kindness like rain-laden clouds
that never drops its coins. Epochs
of fossilized trees crawl rusting hillside
strata: they smell like somewhere else
I’ve never been, an Anatolia
just outside the mind. Geometries
of travel and desire (from here to want
and…
Perfect Stranger (Live) by Marina and the Diamonds
originally by Magnetic Man
(via mylovelylie)
—Something told me that I'd meet you today Your energy when you touch me Lifted me over ground Your words to me are like music I don't know (I don't know) Who you are (who you are) All I really know is there's something your heart That makes me feel (me feel) It's a new start (it's a new start) All I really know is there's something your heart
Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Foals
originally by Tears for Fears
(via crookedindifference)
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best behavior? that’s no fun.
Don’t Give Up by The Midway State & Lady Gaga
originally by Peter Gabriel
(via hurricane-drunkk)
—
stuck in the mezzo abt this one.
♪ Lady Gaga - Speechless
From the streets of the cutthroat Belleville district of Paris to the dazzling
limelight of New York’s glamorous concert halls, Edith Piaf’s life was a constant
battle to sing and survive, to live and love. Raised in abject poverty, surrounded by hookers and pimps, Edith’s magical voice made her a star on both sides of the Atlantic. Her passionate romances and friendships with the greatest names of the period — Yves Montand, Jean Cocteau, Charles Aznavour, Marlene Deitrich, boxing world champion Marcel Cerdan — made her a household name as much as her memorable live performances and beautiful renditions of songs she made famous internationally, “La Vie en Rose”, “Milord”, “Hymn to Love”, “Non, je ne regrette rien” and many more. But in her audacious attempt to tame her tragic destiny, the “Little Sparrow” — as she was nicknamed — flew so high that she could not fail to burn her wings.
- featuring Marion Cotillard.
♪ Edith Piaf - La Vie En Rose
She Is by Sufjan Stevens
originally by Tim Buckley
You’re so predictable, it’s quite funny to me.
I’ve got a decent proposition to all the “artists” of Silverlake
The deal is all stop singing when you stop making the music you make
We’re part of a dying movement
But at least we’ve got something to say
The words are, “we’re in shambles, due to those who lost their way”
Now I understand there’s a lure to fitting a certain mold
But bands dropping off the conveyor belt is getting fucking old
So tell all the Lo-Fi rockers, this is a Hi-Definition resent
And tell Karen O herself to get on her knees and repent.
A state becomes statement, Petrarch
trips on a pile of laurel bones, severely damaged
except for two lines. The body absorbs
all kinds of things, a useless brilliant nothing
guarding the borders of witness
where the metaphors start, and the snow.
Petrarch doesn’t dream of snow, except
in silver bowls with syrup
mixed into it, pomegranate or persimmon
chasing summer somewhere next to lost,
and then the brilliant birds
fly from his mouth, perhaps
just one, a bird of paradise with no
legs, no feet, a lifetime’s inability to land.
Petrarch whispers leaves into my ear,
thinks Boys smell nice, boys smell
like spring preserved in a December jar, open
the lid and it escapes me just now, haunts
the room all day: stains air, stains
nostrils, cedar-pressed seasons sweetbitter
somewhat like eros, like crushed laurel
leaves stain fingers. He loves me nowhere
but in words (another of the several things
which I refrain from mentioning), boys’ names
on trees or boys named after trees:
fixing beauty in the wind, fixing hunger
in the eye, the x of it. (I miss the men
midnighting Lakeview streets.)
Wind only visible in what it touches
leads astray, disturbing to discard;
trees shed their way toward nakedness
leaf by leaf until the bough has been broken.
A spatter of small nameable wings
takes to the wind, takes care not to wake
Petrarch, who’s dreaming rain’s
refrain, fall down, fall down,
but he’s already one with grass.
And then a hero comes along
with birds flying out of his mouth:
one of the old verbs might be true,
park paths of wind-polished pebbles
lead one astray, into the snow.